The Greenfield Detox Plan

I'm slow man. I stop the world. You must wait. You must stop. You must quit fidgeting now. Cut it out. The waste. The mental wreckage. That talking inside your head. Here is my detox cure. Get out of your skull-head. Climb slowly down the steps. Enter your chest. Stay there a while. Envelope your head inside your heart. Melt it down in the warm red linings. Sit there inside the middle of your heart. Shut up & bleed good red blood. Until you are full of it. Do not hurry.

Now you can descend slowly farther down to your guts. Burn your trash. You have to get down. You have to walk down those steps from your happy red chest. Down to the dark linings. And you have to burn. You have to burn at the middle in your solar plexus. I can't help you. Your doctor is useless to you. You are the only doctor in the world able to treat your ailment. And you do have an ailment. You have to get down inside your guts where your sins cleave to you. Your literal physical iniquities cling to your intestines. You are full of shit. And you are the only cause and the only cure. And you are going to have to burn many days & many nights in order to purify your soul which is your very insides---the whole of your vast interior. You will suffer beautifully, gloriously. You will suffer the torments of hell. It will be a good hurt.

And if you do not suffer---if you do not invite the angels of purification into your inner tissues & organs---then you will wither away and rot. You will be a decadent factory of wretched inside bacteria which will devour you with Death at the controls. Then you will be a rotting piece of fading meat feeling nothing but your own stale sickness & the sterile medicines that jerk at your blood cells. If you are unwilling to cleanse your inner body you are history.

You must begin. You must. You must find the way to stun yourself into Awareness. Otherwise you're a lost decadent ship sinking into the stench of your own muck & mire. If you can find The Irresistible Source outside yourself---if you are so ecstatically lucky, so divine as to have true love as your everlasting guide & scourge & your irrevocable Muse---I need tell you nothing. You know. You are already in eternal & decisive motion. You are in unutterable organic form. You have been truly awakened. But in all other cases you must dig inside your inner depths & you must cleanse your house of flesh for this is the only home that is yours---inalienably & responsibly yours. You must purify yourself of all your diseases---that you made with your very own hands and mouth and intestines and your habits of a lifetime and a deathtime. You must do this. And you better not wait. You better get started now. I am your friend & I know whereof I speak.


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